Not sure what I was thinking…I have so many things to say… I got a conditional acceptance to a Masters of Social Work program, missed a deadline for Field Placement I don’t have time for, got a new job offer, left my old job, started the new job, have a Biology class to take before … More Overwhelmed

New Beginnings

So it has been since September. Wow! I haven’t written here since September? A lot has happened. The new roof is on…the deck still isn’t fixed, the window is still cracked, and the outside light doesn’t work…but the roof is fixed. Thanksgiving and Christmas came and went. It’s a new year…and I’ve binge watched a … More New Beginnings

Where I Stand

Yesterday, I was hit hard by the reality of where I stand. It’s not different from the past. I’m here again. Wondering where is the lesson.?Most days I sit saying to myself…when will I have learned enough? When can things ease up? When…. Well, I stumbled upon some information that wasn’t necessarily meant for me … More Where I Stand

Beyond Frustrated

B took the day off. I rescheduled all my appointments and took the day off. Got headed up North and the doctor’s office called because the doctor had an emergency and had to reschedule. No other doctor can see me because this one specializes in these things I guess. I feel like garbage. Tired. My … More Beyond Frustrated

Not Keeping Up

I’m not keeping up with anything. I go to work, get N at daycare, go home, do nothing. I want to sleep all the time. I don’t want to get up in the morning. This is hanging on a little longer than I had hoped it would. Managed to get a workout in today. Thirty … More Not Keeping Up